I’ve spent just about every day of my life
hating my body because its too fat, too short, too white, too curvy
thinking I’m weak with no self-discipline
believing my face is ugly due to my big eyes, big nose, big lips, and now wrinkles
acting tough while feeling so vulnerable
thinking other people are watching and judging me, seeing all my flaws
worrying whether I failed as a parent
being afraid to try, to be great because then what? I would no longer be all the negative things I’ve been brainwashed to believe
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